Three years today and I remember you as clearly as if you were still here. You are so frequently in my thoughts and I feel I know what you would say on so many matters, but to be able to ask your opinion and hear your thoughts would be amazing. Anneliese would love you to bits and I know you would be brilliant with her, but maybe more so when she's more fun hey?!

I miss you Marcus. The random way we met... the fabulous times we had. I miss you taking the piss out of me, laughing at (with)me... and generally just arguing with you! You were a great friend. One who called me out on my crap, cared for me, loved me and looked out for me. I loved the way we picked up from where we left off everytime we caught up. Though I was thousands of miles away we still kept in touch, you still pulled me up, you still always made me smile. I still miss you. much love, my dear friend xxx

Still seems very odd that you are not around Marcus. I'm sure you were watching at the wedding, along with Mum and Paul's mum. It's just not right that you are gone, you have taught me to appreciate things and remember how lucky I am. Love you.